January 2011
“With my kid on my shoulders I try
Not to hurt anybody I like
But I...”
– The National
Its strange remaining here, in this state. Somehow I’ve lost many things over the past year. Not an ounce of sadness has hit my core. I have yet not grieved over my losses. I havent felt an ounce of trapped breathe flutter around in my ribcage.I dont have much memory anymore, and I’m not sure how I lost it.
It’s all rather meaningless.
And when I see you, I really see you upset down. but my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around.
Dilusional Disorder →
Its always better when were together!!!!!!
The New Cold War Kids album sucks. →
Lumosity →
Im growing ill with nonsensible thoughts and fantastical scenes. You left me to hatch all by my lonesome. For now, I do not know where my hands are, I only view yours. You, without blemish.
All For Myself- Sufjan Stevens
AND THIS IS WHY THEY ARE THE BEST BAND IN THE...
Where I may be working in the next few weeks. →
This kids facebook status: Ok, so I think this needs to be done by now. I’m going to give a great big ol’ “Fuck you” to that special someone. If you know its you, then you know why and also, “FFFFFFFFF you” since you know. That needed to be done like a couple weeks ago, I think.If you don’t know , that still makes you a cunt for not knowing. Either way its...
don →
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"Don't you see, immigration can never be an... →
How Chinese students view America. →
I love when people say to other people or myself included: “you’re a bad Christian”. Its My favorite.
People, they tell me I don’t live up to their expectations. Like they sewed me into the raw earth their of lungs and watered me with every breath.
I’ve never had an intimate relationship with happiness, I think we bumped elbow once or twice, but it’s not like I know it’s middle name or the smell of it’s hair in the rain, the taste of it’s mouth at night
I only know what I have touched, and the...
my eyes itch
and my heart beats and
my hair grows and
time moves forward.
A follower suggested I repost this old blog entry.
I was highly intoxicated when I wrote this, so excuse the typos.
Some people have views on God That are So broad And flexible that they Will find God wherever they look for him. One can say That “God is the ultimate” or “God is our better nature.” But of course like any other word, the word ‘god’ can be given any meaning we like. If you want to say God Is energy then you can find him in a lump of...
i've got
to stop updating my tumblr via Droid.
I re-read some of my recent postings, and my typos and grammar are outta control.
sorry folks. those who know me know technology is not my forte.
Wish list
Quit smoking. (Vast improvement, though. I try not to buy packs anymore)
2.) Quit swearing so frequently. Its unbecoming ad projects the wrong message in most cases. Also, I need to use other adjectives rather than swearing.!
3.) Kids. I nanny for an eight year old and a ten year old with behavior problems. I notice I discipline like my mother in the aspect where I use vocalize sternly, then like...
1 Timothy 1:3-7
“As I urged you When I went into Macedonia, stay there in Ephesus so That you may command men not to teach false doctrines any longer. Nor to devote themselves in myths and endless genealogies. These promote controversies rather than God’s work - which is by faith. The goal of this command is Love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Some have...
Thoughts in bed.
Are awful.
“I also read the Bible for the first time. It was deep! I liked the parts where...”
– Lil Wayne (via wesleyhill)
“I know that some people say the idea of a Law of Nature or decent behaviour...”
– Mere Christianity- C.S Lewis
Forget about Coachella. →
I havent really made any personal updates in the month of January. I suppose I just dont have much to say, which is fine. I cannot use words well. Not right now at least. I dont know what I’m so fearful of.
NOAH LENNOX →
voldka redbulls
amanda.
liz.
stephen.
BYE.
